February 2010
January 2010
I AM SO FUCKING STOKED!
I am getting a shit ton of money to help me for college. I am taking out a loan and getting an effin’ apartment as well! EHK! Once I find a job, I will be set to get the apartment then! I am supeeeeeer excited to get the hell out and on my own!
my parents went shopping at sams club.
got everything in bulk baby! i love it!
mini pizzas, meatballs, steaks, a shit ton of vegetables, wings, etc. pretty much everything you want, it’s in my freezer hahaha.
the thing that made me laugh was when my mom brought in this hugeee i mean hugeee box of pirogies. i automatically thought of carissa. :[ but laughed at the same time because this one time i opened her freezer and all...
just making this call right now..
gonna be hungover all day tomorrow.. and i’m pissed football won’t be on! FUG! hahaha. had a good time tonight though, got a little nutty.. i feel like straight shit right now. i have done nothing but drank water, and it’s still not helping. bah. sean’s being a doucher, so i came home. :\ time for bed.
“I’m not an atheist and I don’t think I can call myself a pantheist....”
– Einstein.
i really hate shady people.
people are about to see a side of me they’ve never seen.. and it all started tonight.
i hate when people lie and are shitty friends, and i’ll tell it straight up like it is.
i’ve had enough partying for a while, i need some rest. hahaha.
sick to my stomach - thanks glenn beck & o'reilly
thecapitalg:
en-transit:
thecapitalg:
Interesting day today on campus.
Started off with news of that parking officials were cursing out students who have PAID to park at the Sun Dome telling them that they ‘can’t fucking park here’.
Biked over to the Sun Dome and found a gathering of old, white people. Figured it was something along the lines of a medicare rally. Asked a twosome walking...
sick to my stomach - thanks glenn beck & o'reilly
thecapitalg:
Interesting day today on campus.
Started off with news of that parking officials were cursing out students who have PAID to park at the Sun Dome telling them that they ‘can’t fucking park here’.
Biked over to the Sun Dome and found a gathering of old, white people. Figured it was something along the lines of a medicare rally. Asked a twosome walking past what this gathering was...
my family is ridiculous.
honestly, i am sooo pissed i am about to say something to my cousin. my sister, her boyfriend isn’t the greatest of guys, but trying to change his life around.. he just got out of jail and they plan on getting married and moving. my cousin was messaging her asking her why she was one of the last people to find out through facebook she got married, my sister said because her, her aunt and her...
and today is..
2 years since my grandfather passed away. you start to realize how fast time flies. i still feel guilty for giving up my ticket to california for my mom, but i know my grandfather would have understood.. but i still feel guilty i haven’t gone out west yet to see my gram and other family. i feel shitty right now, like really depressed… this isn’t helping. :\
i don’t know...
I just read..
that PETA wants the people to get rid of Punxsutawney Phil because they think he is “mistreated”. LMFAO. PETA, get the FUCK over yourselves already. you really take things too far. the one guy wrote PETA back and said this:
Phil is probably treated better than the average child in Pennsylvania. He’s got air conditioning in the summer, his pen is heated in winter … He has everything...
"you're not my dad"
cbsundance:
There is one thing that I truly cannot tolerate- being told I can’t doing something.
I’m not talking about “You can’t go out tonight” or “You can’t have that cookie” or whatever. I’m talking about “You can’t major/minor in that” or “You should just try doing this”. Saying that just makes me want to prove that I can do it and that you underestimated me. Ha, it makes me think of an...
i got bit by a spider..
on my neck. not cool, not cool at all. two big bites. :[ my dad said they look like spider bites, that scared the shit outta me. no wrike mean spiders.
RANDOM FACT OF THE DAY: Sarina has been bit by a tarantula before. It felt like a bee sting, but stung for a couple days after.. I still have a little black spot on my finger from it. I really miss my tarantula. He was running down my arm really...
SPAMMING COURAGE LION.
k done. hahaha.
not gonna lie.
i am in love with aziz ansari. haha. i think he’s hilarious. i laughed so hard at the end of his stand up tonight. he was talking about where he preformed at bonnaroo, i was laughing so hard. i wish i could meet a cool comedian or go to a comedy show, i love laughing.
edit - and i just found out he has a tumblr. he probably thinks i am a total fucking creeper now if i try to follow him....
nothing makes me more angry..
then people who play video games and think they’re king shit if they kill you once or you die. STFU. i don’t function @ 3:54 am.. not only that, i don’t play games for fucking competitive reasons. i play for entertainment, if i could play alone i would. i hate the human race, people are such cunts. i want to go to bed with my cats now, k bye.
I need a man.
propagandaxo:
-One who will make me soup, rub my back, and keep me warm when I’m sick. -One who will make me breakfast at any hour, because I fucking love breakfast. -One who will carry all my groceries up the stairs, so that I don’t have to. -One who will defend for me, and stand up for me because they know the truth. -One who will call if we don’t see each other at all that day, just to see...
just found out..
that pct has a dance team and my old dance instructor is the instructor. that owns so bad because i wanted to do dance on a competitive level. woooooooop.
GOT A JOB!
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!
local YMCA hired me to work the front desk, gonna be having people sign-in and doing memberships and doing stuff on the computer all day pretty much. woop woop.
EDIT - DUMB BITCH CALLED ME BACK AND TOLD ME THAT THE POSITION WAS FOR AN ALL NIGHT SKATE ADMISSIONS TAKING / CONSESSION. HELL NO! I DONT WANT TO STAY THERE FROM 7pm TIL 7 am EVERY FUCKING...
i am thinking about getting a tattoo.
i’ve officially moved on with my life, onto a new chapter, a new beginning. i kind of want something that symbolizes putting the past in the past and moving along.
the past 5 years have been the hardest five years of my entire life. i lost many loved ones, friends and family. i’ve had my heart broken twice, only to realize that the one person was worth fighting for and also...
Real Life Is No Cool.
cbsundance:
unsolvedmysteries:
amandatague:
cornet:
THINGS THAT DON’T MAKE YOU COOL
drinking
smoking weed
“rolling”/”trippin balls”/”being skeeted”
blues/xanax/pills in general
cigarettes, idc what kind you smoke
making out with guys
making out with girls
pictures making out with either sex
threesomes
giving/receiving “head” or oral sex
sleeping with x people
breaking x hearts
...
why can’t everyone just allllll get along. i hate being put in the midst of stuff.. even though i just sit back and let everyone argue with themselves. i feel like a brick wall. i don’t want to say anything back, i’ll just listen. i can’t wait to get out of this town.
People that keep saying that "Avatar" is the best...
shadetrees:
lkayhew:
annoy the shit out of me. It’s just so typical and expected. Take away how pretty it looks and it would just be another movie about not hurting the environment. You know they’re saying it’s causing suicidal thoughts in people after watching it because they can’t “live in Avatar”? I really just lose my faith in humanity sometimes, well…most of the time.
check out this.
...
i really wish...
i could be asleep in sean’s bed right now. i hate being ronery. :[
trying to get some rest.. i am sooooooo nocturnal.
and btw..
wtf are you suppose to be now? some sort of faggot ass hippie? i hope you read that shit, you look like a douchebag btw. hahahaha. i love when people change for their significant others, it’s amazing the lengths people will go to please others.
nothing sucks more..
then passing right by someone and them acting as if you don’t even exist even though you have a pretty deep, extensive history. it’s like the rest of the world forgets about struggles, love and longing memories.. but they just stay with me forever. i wish i could get my brain erased, i don’t want to think about things anymore. i moved along, i am happy.. but why do certain things...
oh..
and my cats decided to knock over my bird cage earlier and try to eat my bird. they failed, my little keet is a trooper hahahah.
:]
watching zombieland and inglorious basterds with sean tonight. i thought both were pretty good movies. had a decent day, hopefully this week goes okay. NO DRAMA DAMMIT. i am already sensing something brewing up and i won’t stand for it, that’s for sure. goodnight tumblies.
going to work out?
WTF. not normal. i feel like crap, but idgaf. i need to do something besides sit around.
i really wish..
everyone in the world would wash their hands more often.
all i hear on the news about the UK right now is norovirus..
and all you have to do is wash your hands.. that’s all.
it’s rather disgusting to think that people are so uncleanly.
it freaks me out. i am a germaphobe, but still.. people should have common courtesy for themselves and others. you don’t like being sick,...
Nutty playoff game.
Stoked that the Saints pulled it off, first super bowl appearance.. they need this. Sean and I watched UP again tonight, I love that movie. Who cares if it’s a kids movie? It has funny parts and a good story line.
My goals this week:
Work out.
Find a job.
Do the things I’ve been saying I’d do for weeks now..
no more time to dick around.
I wish it was summer again.. :\
...
saints v. vikings on the big screen baby!
i am kind of routing saints, but i want farve to get a super bowl in, nah mean!? haha
finally watched the last jersey shore ep. + real...
jersey shore ending was sad, i hope they do another one. that show was the shit, hahah. no joke. i enjoyed it, they may be idiots.. but they were great entertainment.
as for the real world, that one girl on there is getting suuuuuuuuppper annoying. she’s such a bitch, but in the same sense.. now i realize how ppl may view me just because i am similar to her. i think it’s time for a...
“Our youth is fleeting
Old age is just around the bend
And i can’t wait...”
When your mind is a mess so is mine I cant sleep cause it hurts when I think My thoughts aren’t at peace with the plans that we make chances we take they’re, not yours they’re not mine there’s waves that can break all the words that we said and the words that we mean words can fall short can’t see the unseen cause the world is awake for somebody’s sake now,...
I honestly feel that I have noone that I can tell...
(via xthegiveristheshitx)
i’m 3,000 miles away. you can trust me, hahah.
“10 WHOLE YEARS WITH NOTHING TO SHOW.. EXCEPT GOOD TIMES AND GOOD FRIENDS AND THE...”
LOLOLOLOL.
who woulda thunk it?
no rly, gtfo out of here.
you’re not getting within 500 ft of me.
ps.
i really hate people who change for their significant other. learn to think for your fucking self. faggot.
i just wanna not care..
at all. i regret my whole summer, completely. i hate you. i hate everyone, everyone is so fake.
I really hate creepers.
They ruin my night 100%. This dude made me feel so uncomfortable I had to leave a party, that’s sad. If a girl walks away and barely talks to you.. what don’t you understand about she doesn’t want to talk to you!? So many weirdos out there, seriously. I feel like shit anyways, so I am not too worried about it. Whatev.